Cutlery and Clarity: How I Harnessed Deep Desperation & Misery as a Catalyst for Change

Toward the end of 2019, I had begun to have recurring thoughts of driving my car into a tree. To have a thought like that out of the blue? Well, that’s one thing, but to have it every time I got behind the wheel of my car? That’s another thing entirely.  I knew based on that thought and that thought alone that things were not ok.